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Guilty Pleasures
02:38
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I had it all I threw it back for these guilty pleasures
They broke my heart, they broke my fucking heart
I died inside; I am not the voices of my demons
I died inside; I am not supposed to be what I became
Can’t try for me, I’ll try for you
But I can’t lie to me, and I can’t lie to you
Blissfully aware of what ails me
Sinfully despairing, all that fails me
Guilty pleasures carved my heart; I’m defined by my decay
Guilty pleasures carved this heart, defined by my decay
Be a fucking cynic, but be optimistic.
Be a fucking critic, but don't be pessimistic
I'm no messiah I'm just a liar,
Drowning in my honesty
Treading water with no dignity
Blissfully aware of what ails me,
Sinfully despairing, all that fails me.
Guilty pleasures carved my heart; I’m defined by my decay
Guilty pleasures carved this heart, defined by my decay
Try for me, try for you, and try for this, try for everyone
There is no second chance but there's no such thing as one shot,
I know I am I know I’m not
The contradiction begins and ends with life
Hypocrisy begins and ends without your fuckin balance.
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It always rains in a clouded mind
we steer the storm into our own eyes
steer the storm in our eyes
the tremors show after blow after blow
the winds of rage will only age
We only age
The tears of rain drip down bones from unsheltered brains.
Clearing skies of self-doubt leaves only atmosphere.
We can float into space into emptiness, it won't be cold it will be warmed by the sun our hearts.
We must find what we need to unfold our destiny,
We must find what to give to those standing next to us.
We must find what to give to those standing next to us.
We must find our strength secular the space we fill.
We must find our strength secular the space we fill.
If you’re addicted to seasonal insanity, it will erode your hope your very soul.
To dedicate yourself to the cause of soothing everyone leaves you weathered and cold,
But you won't grow old,
Because the time you have spent
Will ripple across
The oceans that need it most,
Creating waves on the shores of the greedy whores
each step after step
each drip after drip after drip
Creating waves on the shores of the greedy whores
we must weather ourselves
so we can better our best
So we can better our best
We must find what to give to those standing next to us.
We must find what to give to those standing next to us.
We must find our strength secular the space we fill.
We must find our strength secular the space we fill.
It always rains in a clouded mind,
We steer the storm into our own eyes
It always rains in a clouded mind,
Steer the storm in our eyes.
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White Dirt
00:21
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Disease Please!
02:43
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This is your last stop now, go fourth and dont be afraid
Marching men we keep on marching on and on
so take me back ( take me back ) to the start of all of it, it came so quick how were you supposed to cope with it
so i wish i could of done ore just to stop this.
so take me back ( take me back ) to the start of all of it, it came so quick how were you supposed to cope with it
so i wish i could of done more just to help you
the clock ticks it ticks slow its forever stopping for some but speeding for you, its speeding up for you dont stop smash the clock dont stop
the clock smash the clock dont stop the clock smash the clock and dont stop
so i see why your here
you've come to take me back, you've come to take me back
i wish i could get up to find the strength to simply walk out through the back door, surely you will not see me leave
but instead ive got to sit here and just watch you spread your black wings, claws out ready to cross the name
just like glass this life can shatter any moment never to be repaired, no glue can fix whats happened here
i never had to finish, i never had to finish this life that i cant call my past
this is your last stop now go fourth and dont be afraid.
stop, make it go away please
FIX IT
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Dreams Are Hard To Have
03:29
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Too attached to every thought, I rifle through my glossary.
But dreams are hard to have
Every thought is somehow connected, but they’re ill directed.
But dreams are hard to have; nightmares fill every room.
Nightmares: no light for the night? Who cares?
Who can I blame when we’re one and the same? Who am I, when I’m you too?
But dreams are hard to have
Am I alone when I care, am I alone in this race, can I escape this guilt?
Nightmares: no light for the night? Who cares?
When I revisit these old memories I scare myself to sleep,
My dreams are black because I painted them myself.
The canvas in my mind is burning, I lit the flame
These monetary walls aren’t earning, aren’t we learning?
It won't be long until the ashes of the sun feel no warmth there's no breeze,
What was life is now dead and what we've said is now read; in the waves of our death.
There’s no pride in what we hide from ourselves but we show to the world.
From afar we can’t see the forests for the trees.
Can we grow? See the forest for the trees.
Can we know? We’re destined for an apathetic end that we breed.
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Too Much Give a Fuck
03:03
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I couldn't care more, that I couldn't care less
I found I adore the hope beneath this mess
Diverging paths of happiness, lead far and wide
One day these stumbles will turn to strides
Too much give a fuck, shut up.
I couldn’t care more, I couldn’t care less,
I adore the hope beneath this mess.
When I don't care at all, I forget I'm scared to fall
This worries worrying and I don't think I need it here
This life is beautiful, and my mind is too
Just gotta stay true, stay true to you.
Too much give a fuck, shut up.
I spent so much time; inside my own mind it’s here I waste my time
I forgot something that’s where I was and is who I am
What the fuck is important anyway, life's mysteries can't be revealed today
I'm so compelled to share; to share my, everything
But it falls on wasted ears, if you’re too far from here
This journey is a lonely one, everything will come and go
So just say thank you, for what you've done that's true to you
Everything we've ever said will wash away, and everything we’ll ever do.
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White Dirt Newcastle, Australia
3 Mates making music together, nothing serious.
former members of Inhale the sea, UnderGreySkies,
Coma Lies,
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